Whenever I am anxious and worried, you comfort me and make me glad. (Psalm 94:19, Good News Translation)
On top of the back pain which migrated to pain all
over my body for most of 2023, I started having chest pain in November. After a
week of it, I finally saw my primary care doctor, who ran all sorts of tests
and set me up for a nuclear stress test. The night before that appointment, as
I lay in bed with over-the-top anxiety, I randomly opened my Bible and read the
above verse.
I ran those words through my head like a mantra until
I fell asleep.
The test went well. I didn’t pass out walking on the
treadmill and my heart didn’t freak out to the point they had to send me to the
ER.
A few days later, my doctor called to say that most
of the stress test was normal – in his words, my plumbing was all good. But one
of the numbers was elevated, which he didn’t think meant anything bad, but in
light of my symptoms and family history, he thought I should see a
cardiologist. That appointment isn’t until January 24, but I am seeing the
primary care doc the week before that and having some labs repeated. I haven’t
had any more chest pain, just shortness of breath with activity.
I also have been seeing a naturopathic provider, who
started me on an anti-inflammatory diet. It makes sense to me – something is
going on in my body and inflammation can cause most of my symptoms. So far, no
one seems to know if that can cause my heart concerns, but hopefully the
cardiologist can tell me. And hopefully, with this diet I’m on, the
inflammation will be settled down by then so that she says, “What are you doing
here? Your heart is a rock star.”
In the meantime, all I can do is watch what I eat, take
the recommended supplements, and pray.
God is good. He will comfort me in all of my troubles.
He will take away my anxiety and grant me comfort and joy.